Isaiah 46:3-4, “Listen to me, descendants of Jacob, all you who remain in Israel. I have cared for you since you were born. Yes, I carried you before you were born. I will be your God throughout your lifetime – until your hair is white with age. I made you, and I will care for you. I will carry you along and save you.” (NLT)
As I sat writing out this passage in my journal I was struck with an image of Pinocchio and Geppetto. You see, I like to draw in my bible, it helps me process the passages better. And sometimes my mind just goes off on a tangent that seems completely unrelated to the passage I am reading. But stick with me for a minute, I promise it will make sense.
Geppetto created Pinocchio. He was a marionette, meaning he had strings attached to him so that Geppetto could move him around and control his body. Pinocchio wanted to be a real boy. He didn’t want strings. He didn’t want to be controlled. He wanted to be his own person. But then he got caught up in the wrong crowd, telling lies and trying desperately to fit in, all because he wanted to be like everyone else.
Geppetto became heartbroken, watching this little boy he had created disappear. And yet, when Pinocchio humbled himself and came back, Geppetto welcomed him with open arms because he LOVED his creation.
Today I was struck with how much this story mirrors my own journey with God. I have so often wanted to cut the strings that tied me to God. I wanted to be my own person, devoid of biblical or spiritual guidance. I wanted to ignore who had created me. I have lied, been deceitful, angry, and had the wrong friends. And yet, my God continually welcomes be back because he is MY GOD throughout my lifetime. He WILL carry me, if I allow him.
So, I’ve decided to edit Pinocchio’s song just a bit:
I’ve got some strings
to hold me tight
so I can win, and see the light.
I walked away
thought I was free
But I’m better with strings on me!
Hi-ho the me-ri-o
That’s the only way to be.
I want the world to know
That God has always got strings on me!